N’awlins and other thoughts

It has been a busy couple of weeks!

Jonathan and I took another trip, this time to New Orleans. Jonathan had never been to Rue Bourbon (Bourbon Street for all you non-French speakers ;-) ) so I felt that as  he is a young American male and a die-hard New Orleans Saints fan, he NEEDED to go! So after a work function, we hit The Big Easy and boy, was it fun!

He finally made it to the Superdome!Sight from the River

It was a fun trip and we saw lots of things. Of course we had a blast on Bourbon Street as well!

Now time for some random thoughts from me about me. I’ve been doing a lot of thinking and I’m going to share some of them on the Blog. Some I won’t. But I am on a spiritual quest right now to some inner peace. I think, to find peace, you have to examine the good, bad, and ugly.

I’ve always had ‘rebel’ in my soul. At times, it causes me to be very stubborn. Because of this ‘rebel’, I go against the status quo. In the past, I haven’t liked something just because everyone else liked it. I used to hate all the popular people in high school, but justify it by saying, “Why would I want to be like them anyway? Anyone can be like them. I’m me.” The problem with this ‘rebel’ is I definitely let it dictate my moods and behaviors. Sometimes I am just stubborn for the sake of being stubborn. And I think it’s costing me a lot to do this. I don’t know. I wish I could go with the flow and just be, but something inside fights the normalcy of the conversation and I become someone no one wants to be around. I wonder why I do this. Anyone want to psychoanalyze this for me?